YOU

Hey you. since you were so far away, The only thing i could do to spill out my thoughts about you is writing this i have no idea what this is. 

You, the one who never even once escaped in either my sweet dream or nightmares. 

You, the one who made me lie in wait all day and night. 

You, the one who asked for my shoulder but won't give yours. 

You, the one who caused my smile and tears. 

You, the one that I always want to be with. 

You, the only fool I want to keep. 

sometimes I wonder why there was a time god created for us to meet. I didn't really know you, neither you knew me at all. Oh! I might have put really first so, I really didn't know you. If only could I stop this ridicioulus heartbeat that has been screaming out loud for a while...

Sometimes I regret that moment when you asked me to stay, When I told you I'd stay, I regret every second I've wasted to see you. 

Sometimes I just want to end it all, I just didn't have any excuse. I guess I have tons logical excuses, but pretending not to have one seems easier. Less hurting. 

So, this is what I came up with. I don't know how long I have to wait, how long I have to smile while I have tears floating down my heart . I'll wait, I'll smile. I'll be with you in and out of your sight. isn't heart pretty stupid huh?